Almost Domesticated

Although life is really good, I am very grumpy.  I usually let things go pretty easily.  Lately, I’ve been holding grudges worse than anyone I’ve met.  I need a little bit of Christmas now.  Phew.  Breathe, let it go already!!

Baby Fenter is moving like crazy!  I am still sleeping okay, but he lets me know if he doesn’t like how I’m positioned.  I am able to eat anything these days and especially love milkshakes and Loaded Potato Bites, as you know.  Tums are a huge life saver and even help me when I am nauseous in the mornings.  I’m going to have to remember that for next time.  Yes, I did say next time.

Jeff has finally figured out to just get me a milkshake when I say that I NEED one and even makes sure to know what flavor.  He is a quick study.  That, and I am not as patient and don’t bite my tongue like I normally do.  Lately, if I think it, I say it.  That can be ugly since my emotions are so elevated.  I am trying not to say those things immediately, but my mom and Jeff know exactly how I feel about everyone, everything, at every moment.  I don’t really dislike anyone, it’s just small annoyances are HUGE to me right now.  No, I do not have specific details that I need to share.  I’d hate to hurt someone’s feelings because of my elevated sensitivity.  Yes, I take everything personally!  

Today, I feel more like my patient and loving self.  I am not a hater today.  It is nice to just be and not be burdened with irrational grudges.  Phew…breathe…remember it is Christmas time.  It’s the most wonderful time of the year.  I shouldn’t let my hormones ruin that!  Here’s to milkshakes and Loaded Potato Bites getting me through the holidays.  Please do not tell me that you’re going to tell the mid wife or that I need to walk more.  I need a little peace and I find it in fattening milky dessert drinks and deep fried potatoes loaded with cheese and bacon.  Yum…